Well It happened, I'm On A Diet.

     I'm done, I'm appalled at myself. I weighed myself yesterday, 293! 290 FUCKING 3! I'm disgusted at myself. I look in the mirror and ask myself what went wrong. I was an athlete, 4 sports, state all star in one of them. College Hockey, Junior Hockey, Federal League tryouts, and I let myself go in the past 6 years. 6 years ago I was 190 pounds at least. I don't know if was the fact that moved out to live by myself, maybe its the fact that for a solid year I lived off of beer, but I gained 100 pounds in 6 years. 

     Now to the positives, I am still young. I have age on my side. I'm not yet 30 and physically unable to do anything. If I looked like this at my dads age I would have died 5 years ago. So now is the time to make this change. Weekly there will be updates, weigh in's and food diary updates. Since it is day one I started off strong, like any good diet. Chicken and cauliflower rice and corn for lunch and dinner a buffalo chicken salad. 

     I need to change, I'm in pain constantly. I look like fat bastard, I'm every black comedian's movie character in the late 90's. I've heard them all, Paul Blart, Nutty Professor, Big Momma, White Madea, and frankly, I'm sick of it. Today I change, I need to lose weight for myself and my family.